*sigh*

A good friend of mine is leaving for four months to Thailand.
I'm really happy for her.

However, I guess out of some form of selfish feelings, I am feeling depressed. I have been all day. Damnit.

I think also a lot of stuff has come to a head for me. I hate my job, where I am in life right now, what I'm doing, where I'm living. arrghh...

Damnit.. anyhow... Thailand would be great, Paula - I'm happy for you.. I guess I just wish I could join you.